Sarah McLachlan - Adia
awake and not much else

It's kinda been a decisive few days....

As many of you probably know, Nicole lost her job. Yep, it's official. Our lease ends here at Riverbog at the end of this month and we're going back to stay at her place. I promised her I'd stick it out with her and that's what I'm gonna try to do. What about me, you ask? I won't lie, it's gonna be tough. Josie healed me again last night and she said that my couple of days at Nicole's parents added a lot of negativity that wasn't there before I left. I made it a point to mention that I was trans again to Nicole's mom and I think she may finally be starting to get the hint...maybe. We'll see. Anyway, it's gonna be worth it because Nicole found us a kinda nice place in Columbus that's really cheap. It's near Easton mall - and near Rameana and Lindsey. If we could find jobs in Columbus - which is much easier, of course, than finding them in Athens - we'd be all set!

Josie's here for another week. Her plane leaves out next Friday so I've at least got that long with her. She can do amazing things...especially if you're hurt or afraid or weak. She has some of the most positive and nurturing energy I've ever felt. We'll be celebrating Midsummer this coming week - I guess just the two of us - although anyone is welcome to join us. I'd like to light a bonfire and have a maypole - since those things are kinda, ya know, tradition, but we'll have to make do with what we've got...instead of a kindred, we've got two Heathens, instead of a bonfire we'll have portable food, and instead of a maypole we'll have....um....well maybe we can still make a wreath of branches or something. My ideal Midsummer would be a big bonfire, lots of Heathens/eclectic Pagans, a big ass cookout, a stereo, and lots and lots of mead...or other booze. That's what Midsummer is all about, after all - it's a celebration. (Hint: if Jakob and Danielle are still reading this blog, you wanna get together with us?)

I think that's all I've got. And, um....I'm officially writing a book. About Freya. I just need to do an assload more research about her following up to the late Viking Age....can anyone recommend any good books?


+ Mandy updated @ 3:47 PM